KELLY Brook has admitted she finds the thought of her husband having children with another woman “heartbreaking” in a candid confession.
The model, 46, revealed that she has been forced to think about her marriage to husband Jeremy Parisi, 40, not working out and what that would mean for his future.
Kelly revealed she and Jeremy chose not to have kids at the start of their romance[/caption]
Kelly opened up about her marriage doubts on ITV‘s Loose Women during a segment where they discussed partners being on the same page about having children.
The model and actress spoke honestly about how she met Jeremy when she was “old” and how they’d had an early conversation in which they agreed to not have children.
However, despite being 10 years into their romance, Kelly confirmed she had thought about her marriage ending and how it would be “heartbreaking” for her if Jeremy opted to go onto have children with another woman.
Speaking on the panel, Kelly said: “Time has probably ran out for me [to have a baby].
“Now, I’ve got to get my head around how I would feel if my marriage wasn’t to be successful long-term.
“And I think about how I would feel seeing him to go on and have children with somebody else.
“That is what I have to come to terms with now.
“It’s been a really difficult one, it’s heartbreaking.
“We have been together for ten years but our agreement is, is that we are not having children.”
Kelly clarified they made the decision at the start of their romance before she added: “I’ve had to have peace with the fact that if it comes to him changing his mind [on having kids], which people are entitled to do, I need to be at peace with that.
“I know I don’t have as much time as him but if he were to choose to do that, I’m just going to have to come to terms with it.
“It was playing on my mind today when I knew we were talking about it and how I feel.
“I can’t say I wouldn’t be heartbroken, I would be.
“You just think, ‘what if…’.”
As her fellow panellists aimed to re-assure her, Kelly then proclaimed: “I just met the love of my life so late!”
Kelly has been loved-up with Jeremy since 2015 and has always remained defiant on their decision to not have children with one another.
The star had tragic miscarriages in her 20s and 30s, which she has since said took an emotional and physical toll.
The pair have been together for 10 years but Kelly revealed she still has doubts[/caption]
Earlier this year, Kelly told Prima mag: “I never had a really positive experience with pregnancies and trying for children.
“I just got so sick of being asked about it.
“‘We’re not having children’ kind of closes off this conversation.
“People are shocked you can be that blunt.
“But that’s where we’re at.”
Kelly added: “The most difficult thing for me not having children over the last 20 years has been losing friends because your lives are so different.
“It’s sad in a way. I miss a lot of my old friends who have kids.”
